Tears of the PastRain falls down on the treesBranches heavy with tears of the pastAnd the wind speaks to meAt my windowApathy, IndifferenceControlling me - IsolationLoneliness, AnxietyHopelessness - Losing InterestMeditate on just one thingDifficulties concentratingInnocence...In a senseI am guilty - I surrenderYou can't escape from thisIf you don't stopRunning away fromYour fears!Blue-gray streaks are coming downPerfect skies shine in the distanceBarriers that blur my sight Keep me in this dark existenceYou can't escape from thisIf you don't stopRunning away fromYour fears!Life can be blissIf you let it be.
ShadowsRose petals wither on the floorAs I am left to douse the candles and close the door.Drawing the shades to complete the darkness,Drawing the shades; shadows have never seemed so empty.Everything that she has taken from me...There was so much left to say,And by the chill that she left with me,I feel I should be able to see my breath.Rose petals wither on the floorAs I am left to douse the candles and close the door.Drawing the shadesTo complete the darknessOf what was once so sweet,there is nothing left but a memoryAs the smoke fills the room,a murky suspension blurs the dim lightGolden stars of dust, suspended,
The DeserterThe smoke is thick, I cannot seeThere is no one left but meI put myself into this holeI signed the deal and sold my soulAs I look down, I see the groundI don't know that I will be foundAs I look up, I see the fireConsequences looking direAlone I stood, alone I diedThere was no chance to say-goodbyeThe dust was thick, I couldn't breatheEveryone else was gone but meI cannot laugh, I cannot cry...There's so much more than meets the eyeNo emotions cross my face;I left myself within that place.-----Ten years later, here I standI'm both the lion and the lambI put myself through that hell, but it was my soul t
Last ChanceTake another look aroundThis abandoned house you found inside of you Walls and foundations rot awayThis storm will bring you downThis is the last chance to find outTo find that it's not too late to go backTo the last remains of who you wereThe last chance to save yourselfLift this weight upon your mindSoon this searing pain Will leave your body blindYour time is running outThis pressure will become Too much to bearThe last chance to find outTo find that it's not too late to go backTo the last remains of who you wereThe last chance to save yourself!Falling back withNothing below you,Nothing but the glow
MonologueWhat have I done? I stand here holding a gun.I am confused, bemusedAnd wanting to understand who I am...I just gotta know - What's going on inside my mind.I just gotta know - What is behind these eyes?Who is this at my feet?Where am I? No retreat!Find myself incomplete,Drenched in cold, cold sweat!She is gone; all is lost...One mistake; what great cost!Who did this? They will pay!I will avenge you!---I just gotta know - What's going on inside my mind.I just gotta know - What is behind these eyes?Who would take from me my deepest breath?Take the life out of her flesh?He will taste this pain, Thes
Collage of the PresentAn ordinary life,An ordinary dayI never knew itAny other wayThe time fades awayLike the night into the dayAnother hour lostAnother bill to payThe morning washes over mecircling towards the drainI try to keep goingIgnoring the painLooking down at myself, Staring fear in the faceIn the rippling waterI'm being taken from thisInner disasterGrowing fasterIn my mindI am driftingThoughts and memories drift away...Weigh your futureBury your pastThe time will comeWhen the first are last------This present momentReality so unrealFunctionality fadingDon't understand what I feelWhere is this goin
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